Hi, I have decided that im going to start blogging. I kind of got the idea from this book that I'm reading, but i also thought that it will help me with Journalism.

I know i suck at writing, but i really don't care. im just using this to get all my idea's out to the world. Dontmake fun of me for this. i already know im stupid. i hear it everyday.

I should be studying for a test and doing my homework, i know in two hours i will be to tired to do it. oh well.


So i have came to a desision that i only have three really really good friends. best friends.
no longer the 5. or "pentagon" if certian people read this im sorry, but its true and you know it. We dont even talk or even hang out anymore. it upsets me, but yet it doesn't. sounds harsh. i know.

anyways, im putting people i know as "friends" into catagories.
I have my best friends.
then i have people i talk to and know that im going to become friends with them sooner, or later.
then i have people that i would really like to know...because...they're cute =D

hah anyways...


I have realized how dumb and annoying i am, and why so many people hate me. I really would like to change. Go back that shy girl who never talked to anyone in middle school, and then people wouldn't hink less of me with my big mouth ( i guess this blog isnt going to help that)
but i was talking to a girl i run cross country with and she told me that, thats a bad idea, that she like the Rita i am, and fuck all the people who think im annoying.

so im sorry if you hate me or think im annoying. i know i am.

uhm, yea so i guess that's it for now. please comment me, telling me your thoughts.