I hate Dakota.
She skips my meet to run at "secor park"
she's never ran in her whole life.
but i think she just told her mom that so she could go to Davids,
bc i saw her car at his house.
I hate you girl...

JK JK JK I love Dakota...a lot.
she's my bffffff.
unlike other ppl
who are sttttuuuupppppiiiiidddddd.

Dakota and i agree on a lot of shit, and i like it.

but on another note.
i did really good at my meet
LAST TIME I WILL EVER RUN THAT COURSE!!!!!!

I'm so glad.

now i don't have another meet...well invitational for a while.
its leagues.

yay.
but its at swanton...i hate their course too.


on another, nother note.
I'm close to having 3 A's out of my four classes. so fucking close!!!!!!!

haven't wrote in here in a while =/

Uh, happy for this weekend! and thursday.

last meet tomorrow ='(
its going to suck, considering its the suckyyy home coarse.
fuccckkk.

i hate getting on the computer now days, bc its like i have no life. but i really do. im never home. and when i am, i'm on the computer...so it looks like i have no life.

today i think i pissed off one person
and annoy another.
i talk to this one guy way too much, i bet he hates it.

the end my loves.

fuck my life

fuck lunch

fuck being made fun of

fuck trying to date

fuck trying to fit in

fuck trying to be pretty

fuck trying to be good at anything

fuck trying to be smart.

fuck trying to be skinny.

fuck my life.

Emily has a blog. Yippie.

Emily has a blog-read it.
http://emrn2011.blogspot.com/2008/09/yay.html

Urban dictionary describes my sister as:

Emily:
	The hottest girl alive. usually gives people boners and she is a nice and loyal friend.

i love my sister.

best day everrr!

so last night was pretty cool.
Dakota came over...the way home was kind of odd.
then she fell asleep while we were watching cool youtube videos.
so she didnt die my hair...fat ass.
thennnnn
i woke up at freaking 6 in the morning...and my sister thought it was time to get up for school.
then my meet:
i freaking improved my time by a whole minute and 10 seconds...hells yea.
you have no idea how happy i am about that.
theeeennnn...
Happy Rose Buffet, with the padres.
they were pretty much haveing sex on the table...
but that place was cool. and i wonder if i could get a job there...
would they hire non-chineese people?
thats all who worked there. and they spoke chineese =o

kk, then went dress shopping. found a really cool dress.
found out purple looks really cute with black hair. yay.

then my sister dyed my hair.
shes good at it, but shes a messy person.
i pretty much have a black tint face.
its really HOT!
and my hands are kind of black...but thats my fault.
and the counters are purple (the dye was purple it was weeerid)
so my parents will definatly know i dyed my hair...oh well.

and thats my funnnn day.
i hope tomorrow is fun =] =]

oh and i guess i talk in my sleep....and its getting really bad.

Jake Valerio is gay.

he told me today.

i hate hate hate hate hate Chem. its gayyyy.

i dont get on the computer much anymore.

my latest blogs have been written in school.

im running varsity tomorrow. 

which makes me happy.

bc this other girl doesnt get to.

tonight will be fun if dakota gets to come over!

work has been pretty cool.

we have a new girl

she has a huge ass.

and shes too quiet.

im suspicious that she might be a killer.

you know those shy kids, what they amount to be.

i have been getting a lot of tips! yippie

yesterday was so fucking busy, i bet i got a lot.

2 days till my date!

i cant wait, although we havent been talking much this week.

hopefully tonight we will talk while i watch a million youtube videos

I'm in school. its pretty fly, this computer is so freaking slow. i cant load the dang program..and my project is going to be late. YAYYY

thanks for the comments....NOT!

Happppy

I'm pretty happy right now =]
life's pretty great, and im not telling you why!
I'm pretty sure i'll spill the beans this week,
knowing me by tomorrow! =D

Urban dictionary describes my feeling as:

happy:
	the feeling you have after a great fuck.

uh, thats not why tho =]]]]

Cars.

When your driving do you just sit there and watch the people in their cars go by?

i do all the time.

I don't even pay attention to my driving, which i guess is bad.

I love watching people though.

I love watching for people i know, like today for instance  i saw ex boyfriends mom picking her nose. Attractive? oh you bet.

I like watching old people, and fat people.

people who talk on their cell phones.

people with road rage.

people who are lost.

Its fun to watch.

But i hate it when people are on your butt and just wont leave you a lone.

i used to be like that. i once made a guy really pissed off.

but i have learned.

ihop bitch.

spell ihop then say nes.

AHAHHAH. oh so clever.

I LOVE Jake.

soo Cross country today...SUCKED!

i had the worst time ever. i think im sick.

that was so so so so bad.

but the end was pretty fuuny. i was laughing so hard that i didnt even finish great.

thanks Chris, and Emily.

and that hot hot hot hot Jake was standing at the finish line with his shirt off for me OHHHH BABBBYYYY!!!

i love when he cheers me on too. I cant even hear what hes saying.

oh and when i went to say bye to Dakota he said bye to me, thinking i was saying bye to him hahahha!

anddd thennnn, i was looking at the football players, and he was  staring at me thinking i was staring at him, maybe? ahhh got to love my life, i get all the winners to like me.

so i think the Home Extreme Make-over thing in Toledo is pretty sweet. i really really want to go down there this week sometime.

this is why i want to be a news reporter that get to go to all these sweet places!

i really want the new ipod nano. they look so sweet. i want the purple one. i still have the sucky ass ipod nano from like forever ago, i think its like the 2nd generation...idk ask Chris he knows. its the one before the little square nano's. yea but i really want to get the new one. maybe ill give mine to my sister and get the new one. oh that would be sweet! but i really need a new north face coat. and i need to save my money so i dont know. they're not that expensive either so hmmm...

well there's no need to talk to me tomorrow, you already know everything! =]

she's a lady, and ladies shouldn't be messed with.

so i bought i new pair of shoes today (AGAIN!)
i was going to get the nike zoom's in yellow.
but they only had one pair left in my size and they were on hold for someone.
GAYYY.
i love those shoes and really wanted them, they were freaking SWEET!

oh well, i got some lame white and gold ones.
they're for cross country so i dont really care.

my hair feels nasty, but probably not as nasty as Davids.
i get to use this nasty smelling shampoo tomorrow, bc we're fresh out of the good kind.
i lovvvvvvvvvvvveeee being poor.
i can't wait until i move out and have my own cute little apartment.
maybe in finlay, or Ou, or maybe Indianapolis with my cousin.

she told me this sweet idea about going to Indianapolis for college and we could room together.
i think that is an AMAZIIING idea!

cross country meet tomorrow. God i hope my time is better then last time.
its agains P.H.
and possibly wauseon?
if its wauseon then we def lost.

i dont know why but lately im obsessed with deleteing my myspace friends.
yesterday i deleted over 100 friends...people i dont know of course.
today im deleteing people i dont talk to. its fun.

off-beat-night.

okay, i know i just wrote in here, yesterday? but its time again.

its 2:19 in the a.m
i should be sleeping because i have an invantational tomorrow (well today i guess). But i was awakened by the ringing of my phone.
it was an hour ago.
i read the name, thinking it was a little strange. i havent talked to this person since January. Ex boyfriends friend. Must i remind you it was 1 in the morning. so i answer it.
Me: Hello?
Him: hey whats up.
Me: nothing, you
Him: oh nothing, (then he said something but i was half asleep so i forget)
Me: yea im sleeping, i have an invantational tomorrow.
Him: oh im sorry ill just talk to you another time.
Me:are you sure?
Him: yea
*click*
as soon as i got off the phone my stomach felt like when you ride a ride that flips a million times in a row.
i thought something was wrong.
so i couldnt really sleep. a half hour later i was like okay, ill just get online and ask him what that was about. because seriously who calls that late in the night, when we havent talked in over a half year.

you know what he tells me when i asked why he called?
oh just wanted to talk.
seriously? people dont call this late just to talk.
so im talking to him right now...kind of.
its weird.


ahh so anyways.
football game tonight....
good job boys...better luck next time.

i learned that i really cant march.
and that people hate me.

oh and sitting on the bus by myself is always fun too....

then when i got home i was a bitch, so yea thats my weird night.

i have desided that i dont want to do my rap anymore.
that was a really gay idea.

i wonder how i will do tomorrow. im kind of sad, because i dont have enough money to buy a shirt.
oh well.
im going to do bad. i mean im not getting any sleep, so thats surely going to help.

well just had to tell the world my little story.
im glad more people are leaveing comments then just Dakota =]
thanks

work.

hello again.

I think i need to cut my cats nails. he keeps crawling on me and it HURTS!
i love him, so much. i think i'm going to make him a myspace....


ummm anyways....
i don't really have much to say, but i need to write in here.

I should be studying for two test that i have tomorrow, but i"m lazy.

I kind of just got off of work. $6 in tips...oh boyyy!
hah i used to hate work, but now i loooove it.
today i've decided that i dont like the kind of new girl. she's weird...and i think people might like her more then me...i hope not...she's a weirdo.
I love how all the old guys wink at me when they leave....its the only thing i've gotten in weeks! hah.

uh...single.


yep, told you i have nothing to write.

next post will hopefully be more intresting!

off to study.